one thing I seriously like about posting is how I can come back and realize how life changes from one day to the other.
I see a month ago I was feeling like shit.. don't get me wrong.. I'm still not feeling at my best, but what had me feeling like shit now rest in a limbo of feelings I have yet to figure out what to do with it.
One thing I have clear now is.. I have absolutely no idea what I want. Figuring out ones wishes and motivations in life has now prove to be the hardest thing.
Pushing a lot of people away and not having clear the reason...(actually I think I know.. knowing how much I'm messing up my life and avoiding the so hideous I told you so seems a good reason enough)
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