Tuesday, November 28, 2023

Unpopular Opinion - TS

 And Im just going to add this here... because I feel the need to vent it out and I have absolutely no one to share it to and dropping this on twitter just feels like requesting to be attacked for free..but I really need to get this out of my system

People calling themselves swifties and attacking and sharing so much hate to Joe Alwin; to me, are the total opposite to what a swiftie should do. We will never, EVER know what really happened between them, regardless on how much she might share in the future in her songs. I just think he was the right man for her at the right time. People change, people grow up and some relationships are just not meant to last, but they are meant to happen and they leave long lasting memories. She wrote the most romantic and beautiful songs while she was with him, and that is what we should be thankful for as fans.

To me, Travis Kelce is just a huge red flag walking, I dislike him sharing so much about her. I see an attention seeker, period. 

Taylor sings and advocates for people not to be mean, do not leave people out or make fun of them for being shy, not popular, not "pretty", etc but seeing so many people posting hate to Joe, makes me think they are fans just cause it is the trend but they are not really listening to her songs and the message shared.

and that's it, my venting session in a matter that I have absolutely no clue cause I have never and will ever be in a position to be a close source; but I have no swifties in my close circle and I was tired of having that argument in my head. So there, it's out and I can go back to sleep.

Wednesday, November 22, 2023

Te soñe

 For whatever reason, Ive been thinking about you a lot lately; but like, A LOT.

Daydreaming of you showing up, us chatting us getting in debates that were leading to nowhere. My head was confused with these episodes,.. like, once they started, I was not sure where I wanted the plot to lead to. But at night I found my answer..

I saw you in my dream, you were together with someone I met years ago, for sure I know you cannot be with her, but the person that was standing next to you is not the point. The point is, you were with someone, and you looked SO DAMN HAPPY AND IN LOVE.

When I woke up, I knew the answer. I knew where the daydreaming needed to lead to. I was so happy to see you, during that dream, in my heart, I knew you were where you are supposed to be. 

I hope what I saw its really what life has kept in store for you



Friday, November 3, 2023

November here we go...

 Was reading back my mid year review... how things can change in 2 months...

2 months have passed and so far I have survived the latest tsunami at work. I really thought I was going to be let go, but it doesnt sound like they are planning on letting me go just yet; I cant believe I will say this, but Im so happy they wont

That would be the worst thing that can happen right now

As I shared back then, I was scared of going to the doctor. No definite answer yet, but is not looking good. Got some tests to get done tomorrow. Im trying to stay positive, but some ugly thoughts keep lurking in the back of my head. 

Im still feeling tired and with zero will to go out, but with the future looking as dark as it does, I think its better to get strength from wherever we can and build some memories

2022 ended in a mixed note of sadness in the personal/love life but with such a powerful and full of hope note in the work field; let's see in these last 2 month what 2023 has in store for us