que gran dia...

y me dijo...

"Mami, que gran dia..."


indeed it was.... thanks for giving us such a great day =D!

forgot my cap...dammit!

" just put your sales cap on (mentally,.. unless you have one for real,. :O!)"



...and I need to learn how to sell,.,


so thing is this, Ive been threaten to get fired if I dont reach my goal on sales,., 4 years ago when I was doing my interview, the manager in charge was kind enough asking me...you seem to have selling skills, would you like to go to our sales dept? HELL NO! please send me to tech....

anyway, Ive been giving a lot of thought to this, trying to hear when these people is selling, and damn, I just cant :$, cant lie that way, I need to learn how to make up some nice bullshit and learn how to sell it.

things havent been doing that good lately I guess, Im tired, worried, in pain,.,. I just need to get more organized, feel Im getting one thing after the other, no time to breath. Been delaying some very important things, and I need to catch up with them ASAP.

big changes are coming ahead, life is kicking me hard to make me understand that.,.,

update....

and I ended up one more day sale-less.,.not even a damn disc!
kid is at the beach right now with my parents, house is so boring without him; thought on taking advantage on the situation but right now I just wished I would have told them to wait for me,.,
guess I should make better use of this time.

as ironic as it can be, right now I feel Im paying back things I wished to some other people so long long long ago...... PAYBACK TIME IS A BITCH!

just let me know plz

after this weekend Iv been left really tired, have a lot of things to study from fisica and mate, doing so many exercises makes me sleepy, just wanna get home and get some rest.
sunday was really good, family is in good mood right now, spend the afternoon with my mom, had some coffee and did some talking, Im definitely learning to know what to say and how to say it, its kinda exhausting but I know its gonna pay off, hope that at some point it will just cme out right instead of consciously taking care of it.
life is being kind right now, thought things were gonna get really ugly but at the end everything is looking good.

Im trying not to give so much thought on some important things right now, I know some talks should be made but, the feeling of being the one pushing doesnt make me comfortable, definitely some mind reading would come handy but as unfortunately havent developed that skill I will have to wait or...Ill have to wait, dunno,.,too many things going on right now maybe is just not the time.

looking forward the day at the beach, working on vacation has to pay off someday...

weekend

saturday was the kids bday...for some reason special bday have suck big time this year...so we woke up and started fighting really bad, we had to go to a wedding at night, so we didnt have that much time to do something with him; he was so damn upset that he didnt want to do anything. I felt really bad, anyway, at the end my family gave him his presents and we head to the wedding, late by the way, but somehow we manage to get there right on time to see the whole thing, then we moved to the dinner, the kid behaved really good, or maybe was the kid sharing our table who made my kid look like an angel. we came back around 12:30 my mom stayed home and the next day we decided to go to the beach.
we went to have lunch there and to get the kids playing for a while, we invited my cousin with her family as my kid loves her son so much, they had a good time, sad note, they gave him some small cars and a transformer which he lost in the sea, so in case you find them please send them back to me, I felt so damn embarrassed with my cousin, we looked for the damn toys but there was no way to get them back.

[p.s: I know you two most be having a blast down the sea thinking how smart you were on running away from my toy-killer son but let me tell you , you could have waited till my cousin and her cheap husband were not around you trans-fucking-formers]

something good will come along....

so we went to cafe miranda today, weird thing always happen to me, when I have huge expectations about something, not only doesnt happen, but it turns out to be the worst thing...let me make this with a lil bit of sense...
so...this weekend, I didnt have something specific in mind, but indeed I hoped it was gonna be a good weekend, friday turned out to be a weird senseless day so at night, I really really REALLY wanted to go out to have some beers, but, didnt know who to call to go out, then I thought fuck it! and started drinking here at the house, so as I was drinking and smoking alone, just sitting in my backyard, when I started feeling kinda tipsy decided to stop, but was too late, as soon as I stood up, my head started spinning and I realize how drunk I was...needless to say, by this time I had already burned my finger with the cig..how did that happened?? dont ask...I have no answer...so...I manage to go to bed, after almost falling right on top of my dad who had fell asleep watching tv..:S,.,.,next day, the kid woke me up at a decent time..and as I remembered friday night thought saturday was gonna be a hell but it actually turned out to be good...hangoveringly speaking, so still, waiting for something good to happen....saturday was....boring...really boring, day was so hot...and no hopes of going out at all...spent the night watching tv...my dad left us alone, that was messed up cause there was some kinda temblor around 4:30 am...and that scares me :$..anyway...manage to fall sleep again and today, got a call from one of my friends so we went to cafe miranda to have lunch, was fun, everytime we go there the kid manages to make people laugh there...he had a good time, so that´s good. we came back, had a lil problem at the house, my dad went to the beach so I got upset cause he decided to go the day I was not at the house, I got really pissed off cause Ive been begging him to go, so I felt really bad...but, anyway...that´s what happened this time, I really really hope this was gonna be a good weekend but turned out to be a really messed up one, so guess I wont hope anything for the next one...maybe something good will come along :P

the day I met "el tunco"

souh, my vacations are over, Im back to work, good thing, people say there's availability so Im still waiting for it. a recap on the vacations...first week, doing homeworks for the logica lab and TIC, and gripe, second week , gripe and my grandma's funeral then taking care of my mom...so, I decided to make the last day a good one, so I asked for help and I met El tunco, ["que no parece tunco"] yes, yes, trust me, I didnt know that place till monday, [shame on me!].

so after the attack of the squirrels, we hit the road and moved to the beach, was a good day, that's how I like the beach, just sitting there, watching the waves, with the breeze....only thing missing was the hammock...I got shocked of the place, its really cool, people every where, and I bet was a slow day, lots of people surfing or just there having fun, I really liked it. I wanted to go to some kinda mmm...oO..dunno..."house" that we could see there, unfortunatly we couldnt go, unless we swim and....we were not ready for that so we came back home, I was so tired, went straight to bed, I had like maybe 1 hour being sleep and someone started knocking on my door, when I got out of bed, my feet got all wet, there was water all over my house, at the end my brother got the thing fix and at least no more water was coming to the house, but I had to take all the water in my room out, and the only thing I wanted was to sleep, I can feel im getting sick again, guess cause of having my feet cold.