"te invito a un refresco"

does he really think somebody falls with that line??? dayumm!!

...its gotta be a coffee :P jajajaja

lo que es no querer estudiar...posting bullshit instead of studying... +.+

having fun on 3D

as the kid has been confined to the house for the last 4 days I decided to take him out to the movies, so we went to see this movie, which was good, but the best part is, that the movie is on 3D, and watching my kid enjoying that was priceless. I watched more at my kid than the actual movie, there are some scenes that the 3D effects comes up really really cool, and watching him trying to reach things are jumping out of his seat cause he feels the ball is gonna hit him in hi face was hilarious ; at the beginning thought it was kinda expensive but, all that made it worth it definitely.

"live from Abbey road" has become a must-be-seen on saturday night, there´s where I get my artist of the week must of the times, last night I was hearing music from Colbie Caillat, really nice songs, as I understood she´s pretty much new; she has one album, " Coco" and she has really nice songs there, my fav ones are "Battle" and "realize"

I've been busy with the hw, but as I get so desperate, besides being homework productive I've been music productive too, been listening to Nadia Ali, guess I've heard her before but, not sure, I was trying to download some of her music but couldn't fine the versions I wanted, I found some acoustic versions that I loved how they sound, too bad couldn't download them, but I'm still fighting. also found music from Joshua Radin, very slow slow music, really good. "what if" , loved that one.

I better go finish my HW…

yesterday stats….

coffee….3

cigz……3

….and Ill hear some music :P

long post…not to be read

somehow people have got the idea I'm strong and smart and mature…have no idea how, I'm not strong, wish I could be, and definitely I haven't been smart enough to get myself out of bad situations I've gone trough…mature….guess my kid will have to raise me…that immature I am.

why am I talking about this? its just something that comes up to my mind every time I face things I don't know how to handle. and as the storm will never come alone, I'm getting everything at once, grandma is at the hospital doing very bad, hurts to see her in such a pain, my aunt is at the UCI, haven't been able to go to see her cause of the place she is, my other aunt is in bad conditions too, and my mom is so exhausted and feels so bad to see her like that, she has aged in just few months, and there´s no way Ill let her let me help.

have gone through some wrong roads lately, no regrets, but no happiness either. thought I had found what I've been looking for so long, but end up being the same thing than before, things being said the clearest as possible, I'm still in denial, hitting your face with the truth wall hurts, but it has to wake me up at last.

the vacations, that should be so long expected, are what I knew where going to be, a hell. just one more week to go, and hate to be here, but also hate the idea of going back to those customers. I need a change, but it gets me even more frustrated knowing that no matter what idea I can come up with to get all this out of my system, my hands and feet are tied, nowhere to go, nothing to do…hhhmmm…guess this last one is the reading proof of me just bitching around, hate to do homeworks, specially when I don't see the point of them, anyway.

going to class tomorrow and I hope I wont forget all the things I have to do, I have to take the pic for my titulo, have to get the titulo printed, have to take the titulo to el ministerio which I don't like to go, that people is so bored and rude, and then I have to take it to la Gavidia….and I have to do logica homework, which this time I'm planning to read before trying to do the homework, that´s what I've learned jajajaja.

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and reading this post back, damn so depresing and quejisto…..

I must start writting more fun and happy post from now on..if not I wont post…

but I will leave it here just as a reminder…

ouh I forgot

coffee [since wednesday] ….7

cigs [since wednesday]…9

happy Bday gordita

cigz...none...(so far) [update 4 hours later] :::3 cigz:::
coffee....2 ...update...still 2
today´s my sis bday...that lil girl pisses me off very often, and unfortunately she is so just like me, I would say she might be even a lil bit worst...I feel bad cause she is living things she should know by this time, she worries about some grown up stuff...she should be aware of but, I just hope that will help her to know how to handle things like that when her time comes. anyway....gordita...I know you hate me calling you like that but you know its cause I love you with all my heart and I just hope you´ll grow up to be so much better than me. luv you and hope you have a great bday :D
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so we got back from the bday celebration..I'm feeling so tired but have a wolf mask to finish, and as usual the customer is already sleep so I cant make sure it will fit ok, we´ll see that in a rush tomorrow.
went to see my grandma, my old lady is looking worst, I hate this cause, now, that it looks like the end is close..and if not I really hope it is cause I hate to see her that way, she used to be so full of life and joy...anyway...what I don't like its feeling this way, feeling that I hope everything will end up soon, don't like to see her so uncomfortable, don't like how it feels not knowing what to say, not knowing how to help, and if I just stay standing in that room I feel I'm just interfering, hope everything gets better soon.

coffee…coffee..coffee…

…and finally I got it…juajuajua[creepy laugh]…no f*cking tax software will beat me HA!

so I'm working on this tax thing, I haven´t finish but at least I hope they´ll give me some money back…weird thing…I found out I earned less money than the year before…hhuummm…I wonder WTH happened there…anyway….Ill start checking up more in detail my paycheck, definitely its not funny thing to be hearing so much crap and on top of that not to receive all what I'm supposed to.,.,anyway..

today was a weird day, good cause…finally I got some sales, God I hate to lie to the customers, karma will come along, I just hope wont get it with my notebook :D [BTW,.,9 more days to go…yeay!!] in the other hand bad, I got the news today that I'm getting an action plan, sucks cause my metrics are supposed to be ok, was just the TS that was not doing as it should, but that was it, no need to get me into that thing, and sucks even more cause its all just because some people its getting out of the team, if it wasn't cause of that..I would be out of the radar as I like it to be…damn metrics I hate them…but as my previous-previous manager used to say…you, and your boss and your fucking metrics me pueden venir valiendo v&%$%$”·&….. [this is my own version dedicated to who may concern jajajajja]

and I saw a very interesting coffee today…ñum…I'm definitely getting one for me one of these days…now the frap coco-cappuccino I like to take doesn't look as good as before jajajajja…I luuuuuv coffee…