read and remember

sou, this coming weekend I have labs and homework...which means Ive been dong whatever comes to my mind...nah..been farming, I actually did a new arrangement so I can plant more seeds so I can get the house I want... mmm.. ( what a delusional parragraph alli..)

anyway...

so in order to keep procrastinating cause that´s what I know how to do best, I started checking my previous posts, and its funny (?) how things can change from one day to the other, just on the last couple of months, there are post saying how much life sucks and how much some people made my life really hard, then are some other saying how much life was great, that couldnt get any better,.,.,gran bsing ahi...

thing is, I was thinking, how sometimes we get overwhelmed by emotions, we get blind thinking what we are going through its the worst thing ever and that most likely we will not be able to survive...but then, comes a new day, comes a new post, that helps to remind us how what made life feel like hell on earth, is now gone, that we survived and that we had no idea what was yet to come; some really good things, and some bad ones, but at the end..we had survived.,.

so today, that was a very heavy and weird day, I will go back to my old post, read and remember how I felt we all were going to die, and go to sleep thinking on the good day that is waiting for me tomorrow ( and that we all are not going to die cause of a broken crayon...or 8 )