why I cant sign in!!

around 2 weeks ago, I received a message from #twitter asking me to change my password as there was some "suspicious" activity on my account. when I came home I forgot to do it and two days later that I tried doing it I was unable to sign in.
so, as I was (am) 100% sure I was (am) using the correct password I tried to use the link to reset the password, so smart from my side to set up my contact email my cellphone. now every time I try to get the instructions to reset the password Im just able to read around 25 words of that email.

now Im here, two weeks later completly frustrated, about to give up with the fight of trying to get my twitter account back. Besides #compramerica, I had never EVER gone through a process so frustrating and useless.

why? WHY?

basically because when I go to twitter.com asking for help, there´s absolutely no way to get it, they give the link to ask for help, you fill in the form, you send them the information they needs, and they answer with an automated email with a ticket number, which is useless cause in order to check the status of such ticket number you need to sign in to your account..and guess what?... I CANT SIGN IN! why?, cause for some unknown reason twitter decided that my password is not the correct one.
anyway, too bad I couldnt fix the problem, definitely Ill miss it.....

look who's growing up...

Have you investigated every avenue? There's an opportunity you're missing today.

It's the best time for you to get started on a creative project of some kind -- maybe a new artistic direction, or maybe a whirlwind of home improvement. Your good energy is directed outward.

~ (nothing to say -.-)

and truth is, I was feeling so damn angry,.,one of those angry moments that just makes me wanna cry. I manage to keep my shit together and choose to go to lunch to do some thinking. smoked my anger and came back. as my horoscope says...I have to do some searching, check my options...so Im just evaluating the situation, definitely Im not in a position to come with one of my usual reactions, got many bills to pay and a kid to send to school, time to bite my tongue, shut up and look for a way to get myself in a better situation. [ damn,., cant believe that came out of me, look who's growing up...]

para los incredulos...(wtf!)

here's the thing...for the past weeks (?) Ive been working really hard to improve myself in a lot of different aspects I consider I need to do some deep changes to have people around me happy and as consequence..me happy...( actually it should be the other way around)

One of the main changes is the fact of stopping a bit and think about the words that are about to come out of my mouth. Doesnt work all the time, there are a few ,.,situations,., where having me thinking over and over about what Im gonna say just ends up getting worst, even more when Im not allow to say the whole script Ive made up in my mind and I get my face hit with the "Ok, I got it" answer...and Im just loosing the point here...

the point of all that rant is...ok, bear with me a minute here,., Im not a very religious person, I dont go to church, I used to, but not anymore. do I believe in God? hhhmmm good question, and Im not gonna get into that; what I will say is, that I do like to think, there's something out there, bigger than me, that in those nights where thoughts would just not hold into a place inside my mind I could go out, smoke the night and speak them out,.,and this...whatever name you wanna call it, would listen,,.just that...,

and guess Ill just go straight to what is getting stuck in my throat anyway...

I just received an email,.,one of those chain things....with one of those inspiring stories about giving and sharing, waiting nothing in return and how God bless us no matter what, and how much we should regret all our sins blah blah blah...

but, its not the email, or the story what got me so disturb,,,its the person who sent it.

that person is the last person I need to be giving me advises, its one of those who will come to you, tell you "please, dont be sad, you are how you are cause you keep living in denial. come to God, he will change you as he changed me, he will bring peace to your heart and joy and happiness to your life, cant you see the peaceful in my eyes?" and when you come and see this person attitude, his way of living...damn...dayum...DAAHH AMM...

breath....

and I just wanted to vent...really and Im gonna say this cause that's why I have a blog..

I cant believe how people can actually be so hypocrite, I dont know what annoys me more, the story, the advise, the image that person tries to show up or the fact that up to this point I still get upset cause of a fucking email...

y ya...

going to meeting...


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late update,.,.

someone´s grandma died today, I feel really bad cause I couldnt go, he was there when my grandma died, so felt like I should have gone, too bad circumstances are not the more appropriate; I bet he understands if not..well too bad, Im not gonna be giving out my peace of mind just to pay some respect...nothing against that grieving person,.,damn..too hard too explain,.,but definitely I can tell I understand now the email sent today,.,para los incredulos...wtf was that shit...trying to break some ice with an email..thinking I will be there maybe? nunca JAMAS!

venting

and that video in the previous post keep looking weird, have no idea why, I already checked the code and its just like all the other ones Ive previously used, and honestly I like the song, so I wont remove it and Im not in the mood to keep fighting with it, so, IDGAF!

so, came home, found the kid studying as he is in exam week, and checked on the daily planner, just to find another two pages note from the teacher...that totally got me down. Im tired of this, Im supposed to go meet with her ASAP, but honestly I dont want to see her face anymore. she keeps complaining about the kid´s behavior, and honestly I cant help to feel so disappointed, feeling as such a failure as a mom, and the worst thing is, that I have no idea how to fix all these. what got my attention is the fact that his karate instructor is so amazed with his as he is catching up so good with the kids that have been there in class for over a year; so its kinda curious that he is able to follow instructions so good in one place but in the other one apparently he is the worst kid that has been admitted in that school.

I was supposed to go get the forms to get him in a new school today, unfortunately,they close before I get out of work so I couldnt do it. Im still pending to figure out how to work it out.

Ill be asking for my compensatory days for the weeks to come, as apparently I dont have that much time anymore and definitely I dont want to loose them. just hope Ill make them worth it.

just as a side note...the keyboard is starting to get hot, actually is not the keyboard its the left side of the palmrest and the touchpad...I would say, HDD, motherboard and palmrest replacement

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another side note...I can proudly say I kept my shit together last night and successfully handle what in the past would have ended in a very nasty discussion with certain specimen in my family; at that point my dad and my sister where in the room so they got to hear everything...bad note...my dad tried to talk to him, but, is something that particular person doesnt know, for some reason in his mind, every body around him are slaves who have to do and please him on whatever he wants :s but Im improving, and that makes me happy...and I should be getting my router soon, so that would be one less fight a day :D