Showing posts with label procastinating. Show all posts
Showing posts with label procastinating. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

future had never look so handsome :D !

today's quickie...

"You have solid footing in your life now and a good sense of where you want to go."

its been years since I dont check a horoscope, I used to do that when I was at college and had nothing else to do [ which translates to : had a lot of things to study but I had an urge to procrastinate them ] and last night I checked it again [ what a coincidence to be checking that stuff now that Im back in college...procrastination issues I guess ] I found it funny when I read it last night cause somehow describes what's going on in my mind.
the one from today deserved a double triple wow...cause that is how I feel. Im living that calm after the storm, that moment of peace after so many things that have been going on in my life; sad, bad, painful, hurting, upsetting things; but are exactly all those things that took me here, where Im standing right now. Ive learn how to deal with a lot of things that thought I was never gonna be able to, learning to let go, learning to be patient, learning the how and when to say things, learning that not everything has to do with me, and that somethings are just out of my control.
I feel happy and full of hope, I know more storms are coming my way, but I know something good will come along; future had never look so handsome :D

Sunday, May 31, 2009

...but I get scared that my love will not do

So baby, baby would you read a poem I picked for you?
Would you think of me and not some other girls boobs?
Now what am I to do, when I feel so much love for you?
I wish that I could be stronger but I get scared that my love will not do.
Yeah, I get scared that my love will not do.





I like her songs, and she posted this one recently on facebook, funny lyrics and I love the music, usually the lyrics on songs are mostly like...telling some kinda story or something, but hers, mainly are just like...cant explain, its not senseless but its just like she´s sitting there at her living room and she starts writing what´s happening around her, she adds some music and BAM! there goes the song, very simple lyrics, very real things, and some message undercover, I definitely like her songs.

Monday, May 25, 2009

If loving you is wrong..[I dont wanna be right]

so, Im still in the reorganization thing, this is becoming harder than what I thought, but Im sure (at least that's what I hope) it will pay off.
last week was a really bad one, but the weekend made it up big time, been spending more time with the kid and now I have another son, both of them made me laugh good on friday, was really really good. on saturday I finally got to get my mom out of the house, doing some shopping and the movies, we had a good time too.
new week has started, let's see how this one goes.
the notebook thing seems will turn into the worst investment done so far, once again paying the price on rushing in, weird thing, Im always procastinating, definitely, procastinating is my thing, but when it comes to important things, very important things, I cant wait, I have to do it like right now, I need to know everything ASAP if not...there's no not I have to period. anyway, Im still waiting, that lil fat ass bitch has till friday to deliver my notebook and my camera.
I just messed up in my last call, I HAVE to focus more on what Im doing, I did what Im supposed to but didnt actually write it down, shame on me, lets hope I was not being audited and Ill have a chance to make it up, (hate the checklist I need to get that thing remove like...now)
souh....weird day today...feeling good somehow...but bad in the other hand, well, guess Im just waiting for good things to happen, been trying all this time to make them happen, this time I wont, Im tired I feel I've been lying to myself so..things gotta change.,.,.,I just hope.,.,.,.,Im not wrong,.,.,.,.,anyway...

...If loving you is wrong.........
........I dont wanna be right .....

Thursday, May 14, 2009

"te invito a un refresco"



does he really think somebody falls with that line??? dayumm!!

...its gotta be a coffee :P jajajaja

lo que es no querer estudiar...posting bullshit instead of studying... +.+

Sunday, May 3, 2009

having fun on 3D

mva

as the kid has been confined to the house for the last 4 days I decided to take him out to the movies, so we went to see this movie, which was good, but the best part is, that the movie is on 3D, and watching my kid enjoying that was priceless. I watched more at my kid than the actual movie, there are some scenes that the 3D effects comes up really really cool, and watching him trying to reach things are jumping out of his seat cause he feels the ball is gonna hit him in hi face was hilarious ; at the beginning thought it was kinda expensive but, all that made it worth it definitely.

"live from Abbey road" has become a must-be-seen on saturday night, there´s where I get my artist of the week must of the times, last night I was hearing music from Colbie Caillat, really nice songs, as I understood she´s pretty much new; she has one album, " Coco" and she has really nice songs there, my fav ones are "Battle" and "realize"

I've been busy with the hw, but as I get so desperate, besides being homework productive I've been music productive too, been listening to Nadia Ali, guess I've heard her before but, not sure, I was trying to download some of her music but couldn't fine the versions I wanted, I found some acoustic versions that I loved how they sound, too bad couldn't download them, but I'm still fighting. also found music from Joshua Radin, very slow slow music, really good. "what if" , loved that one.

I better go finish my HW…

yesterday stats….

coffee….3

cigz……3

….and Ill hear some music :P

Saturday, May 2, 2009

::Cerf, Mitiska & Jaren - You Never Said::

Rejection’s like an ice cold bath
But the water’s feelin’ good this time
And I hate that I misread you boy
But I can’t resist no-crossing signs when
You’re an open invitation to a heartache
A painful kind of good, I should just leave alone but it’s too late

I’m right back where I started out
Not a lot to show, just memories
But I took what I could get from you, now I’m off
To fill the void, you see
I got a habit I can’t break, so it does all the breaking
And a heart that’s slow to heal, cause I fall for the ones
Who are taken

You never said, you never said that I’m your baby
You never said, you never said that I’m the one
You never said you’d try, or that you’d take me or you’d leave me
You just said goodbye, you said goodbye

You never said, you never said that I’m your baby
You never said, you never said that I’m the one
You never said you’d try, or that you’d take me or you’d leave me
You just said goodbye, you said goodbye

And you just kept walkin’ baby
I couldn’t have stopped you if I tried
I was such a fool to think it might have led
To something fulfilling baby
And had you been willing maybe
I wouldn’t have these thoughts runnin’ through my head

You never said, you never said that I’m your baby
You never said, you never said that I’m the one
You never said you’d try, or that you’d take me or you’d leave me
You just said goodbye, you said goodbye

You never said, you never said that I’m your baby
You never said, you never said that I’m the one
You never said you’d try, or that you’d take me or you’d leave me
You just said goodbye, you said goodbye

You never said, you never said that I’m your baby
You never said, you never said that I’m the one
You never said you’d try, or that you’d take me or you’d leave me
You just said goodbye, you said goodbye

Sunday, April 26, 2009

bad weekend...tons of HW...

coffee..............2
cigz...none..since friday :P

yesterday was such a crappy day, knowing I had so much work to do, but being so damn sleepy that I couldn't do a thing, couldn't sleep cause I had to watch out the kid, wanting night so bad to come but at the same time not cause of the big fight that I knew was coming.
at the end...there was no fight.. he knows what hurts me the most...
anyway, thanks to that, today, morning was fine, working in logica and sociedad, afternoon was bad, wanting him to leave, good thing he took the kids to choose the dog for my sis...
I'm so tired of this HW, and I'm not even close to finish, I also have to wait till they start working on it so they can help me with the parts I'm missing and that I don't know how to do them.
I've been working on this all afternoon, at this point I'm just procrastinating and just thinking something else, some images in my mind I don't need to have right now, good memories but they take me totally out of focus of what I'm trying to do.
the kid has a football game tomorrow, so Ill go watch him and then Ill go deliver my hw so it can get deliver later at the time the miss has specified jajaja

Saturday, March 21, 2009

y deberia de estar leyendo logica y TIC...

..pero dicen que me morí...no se...yo no me di cuenta...pero asi dicen...

...se aceptan flores [rosas no por favor]..y galletas de chocolate con menta....
...I better go back to study, damn...Im so bored...
PROCASTINATING MODE OOOONN!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

homeworks…virus….procastinating…woohoo!

got tons of HW for this weekend....kids hw and mine...its Sunday morning and I haven't done a thing. And in honor of my procrastination skills, I'm here posting and trying to fix my computer. this damn thing got virus infection and now, not even the messenger works, totally unacceptable, so I'm removing the old virus protection which has already expired and looking for a good one to get it working. also been san gugolin some steps to get the system clean. that's the part I hate the most of this, so as soon as I get this damn thing working Ill start doing my HW..have till 12 to send it…hope Ill be able to make it..

Thursday, February 19, 2009

we 3...

and as usual....doing whatever I can think of instead of reading....fingers still are hurting...job hurted more than ever....
today´s menu...cup of coffee....my book...reading...reading....daydreaming....more coffee....chasing Amy soundtrack....reading...

cielos this post took forever....I´ll definitly remember this post saturday morning during my parcial...:P