Showing posts with label LVR. Show all posts
Showing posts with label LVR. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

trying to keep me alive

so..as im dying bored here ...and as I have nothing to do, my mind keeps on daydreaming and desperatly looking for ways to keep up alive and sane....Ive realize two things....

one...I was about to get my ass kicked out of here cause of email capture...and now, Im not gonna get fired cause of that, but cause of me sending customers to hell..:S

two..I closed my hi5 account and didnt realize I didnt save any of the journals I had there....[fuck! :( ] ...I dont quite remember the things I added there but, I found really interesting to go back to old things and just review them, read what was bouncing in my mind by that time...Ive found that really useful sometimes when I read things back; times Ive done that Ive realize either what was disturbing me back then was something really stupid or I realize I went through something really bad...and got over that :D

...any idea on how to get them back??? :(

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

just two weeks....the beggining...

and Im spending two [hopefuly] weeks downstairs on LVR...cant post down there...I cant think....its a weird feeling to be busy all the time...absolutely no availability whatsoever but at the same time, feeling my brain totally shut down..hibernation mode...disable...not being used at all but besides the most basic needs...breathing...dialing extension...saying the same opening more than 300 times a day...

I hate it!!!!!




Almost gave up yesterday, almost made it to the top
Short of dying just the other day, fell short of picking up a mop
If it's the thought that counts, you can always count on me
I think about it all the time
It's going to hit me like a bolt of white lightning
Here it comes, my peace of mind

Cause I'm close, so close, so close
I'm close, so close, so close

Falling short of proving it, just a hair from the truth
Little shy of improving it, here I come, I'm coming through
Pretty soon I'm going to shed this skin I'm wearing
I've been keeping it inside
No one cares just how you got there
No one cares how hard you've tried

But you're close, so close, so close
You're close, so close, so close

Well I've known you forever, we complete each other's thoughts
Ain't like we never got in trouble, it's just we've never gotten caught

And if you've got a secret
It's in me you can confide
And if we ever get split up
I'll always be on your side

Cause we're close, so close, so close
We're close, so close, so close