Mission....acomplished?

I don't know if I can call ' t like that.

When the person you think is your soulmate...the one you want to have next to you when something good..bad...or just when life happens....you want them to be the one next to you.. you just can't have them. Why? Well.. cause they only love you as a friend. ..

I wanted him to be with me today so bad. It was a hard test to go through.

I cried before leaving and was able to hold the tears while out with my friends...yet...he was always on my mind.

Can it be called mission accomplished just because I did not contact him?