around 2 weeks ago, I received a message from #twitter asking me to change my password as there was some "suspicious" activity on my account. when I came home I forgot to do it and two days later that I tried doing it I was unable to sign in.
so, as I was (am) 100% sure I was (am) using the correct password I tried to use the link to reset the password, so smart from my side to set up my contact email my cellphone. now every time I try to get the instructions to reset the password Im just able to read around 25 words of that email.
now Im here, two weeks later completly frustrated, about to give up with the fight of trying to get my twitter account back. Besides #compramerica, I had never EVER gone through a process so frustrating and useless.
why? WHY?
basically because when I go to twitter.com asking for help, there´s absolutely no way to get it, they give the link to ask for help, you fill in the form, you send them the information they needs, and they answer with an automated email with a ticket number, which is useless cause in order to check the status of such ticket number you need to sign in to your account..and guess what?... I CANT SIGN IN! why?, cause for some unknown reason twitter decided that my password is not the correct one.
anyway, too bad I couldnt fix the problem, definitely Ill miss it.....
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
overview...
it has been such a long time since I havent post, I dont feel I have the time now, classes have already started, and the schedule SUCKS! having classes after work then going home starving, feeling its way too late to eat something, Im still getting used to it.
TIC teacher sucks, I still dont get how come he is there giving classes as its more then clear that he doesnt like it. I just hope I´ll pass it, too bad my man can have those classes with me, it is so boring to be there alone, handsome you are missing all the fun! jajajaja :P
lot of things going on at work, so many things I wish I could write about that here, someday Ill do it, just have to get all my ideas straight. This change has brought up a lot of things to my mind, realizing how people can be so different, I dont know exactly what causes it, Im still trying to figure it out, thought it was the age, the environment, but nothing seems to make sense. I wish I could have brought all my old BU to this dept, things would be so much different.
Overall, is the same thing. metrics changing all the time, as soon, as people seem to be getting things under control they go ahead and change the goals, change the rules, change everything. But, its "business needs" so, there´s nothing we can do but deal with it.
Kid is doing better, his birthday is coming on sunday and Im still thinking about what we will do, i just hope there will be no rain so we can have some fun. hope everything goes ok.
lately ive been wishing I would have gone for the blackberry instead of taking the cellphone I got, so many things hapenning en la U that its a shame not having how to post it or tweet it... so sad, gotta upload those paper-tweets I have in my notebook jajajaaj
right now im here, in my bed, listening to a lil bear snoring next to me, and papa bear snoring at the other end of the line, wish I could have them both here with me right now. Cant believe how lucky I am, moments like this make me forget the awful day at work, the bills that are there in my night stand staring at me, and all the different pain that on a daily basis goes through my body, nothing matters now, just them.,., love my snoring bears so very much!
TIC teacher sucks, I still dont get how come he is there giving classes as its more then clear that he doesnt like it. I just hope I´ll pass it, too bad my man can have those classes with me, it is so boring to be there alone, handsome you are missing all the fun! jajajaja :P
lot of things going on at work, so many things I wish I could write about that here, someday Ill do it, just have to get all my ideas straight. This change has brought up a lot of things to my mind, realizing how people can be so different, I dont know exactly what causes it, Im still trying to figure it out, thought it was the age, the environment, but nothing seems to make sense. I wish I could have brought all my old BU to this dept, things would be so much different.
Overall, is the same thing. metrics changing all the time, as soon, as people seem to be getting things under control they go ahead and change the goals, change the rules, change everything. But, its "business needs" so, there´s nothing we can do but deal with it.
Kid is doing better, his birthday is coming on sunday and Im still thinking about what we will do, i just hope there will be no rain so we can have some fun. hope everything goes ok.
lately ive been wishing I would have gone for the blackberry instead of taking the cellphone I got, so many things hapenning en la U that its a shame not having how to post it or tweet it... so sad, gotta upload those paper-tweets I have in my notebook jajajaaj
right now im here, in my bed, listening to a lil bear snoring next to me, and papa bear snoring at the other end of the line, wish I could have them both here with me right now. Cant believe how lucky I am, moments like this make me forget the awful day at work, the bills that are there in my night stand staring at me, and all the different pain that on a daily basis goes through my body, nothing matters now, just them.,., love my snoring bears so very much!
Monday, June 7, 2010
meeting ADHD
and well... its not that ive been avoiding to talk about this, its just I havent found the proper aproach for it.
since last year, my kid and I, have been getting constant feedback, (bad feedback) from his teachers at school. to the point that I would just avoid talking to his teacher at the previous school, for me that was just the worst bitch-on-earth; now in the new school, having basically the same problems, it was a hard punch to my pride having to accept the fact, it was not that bitch´s problem, but my kid was actually having problems.
then I went through the denial period again, now this time was not the teacher´s fault but my kid just not accepting life as it is. I tried, I punished, I yelled, I cried, I broke... I did every thing I can imagine ( and some I hope nobody would ever go through) to get the kid behave.. but the problem just got worst and worst.
now, the kid has been diagnose with ADHD, been trying to do as much reading as I can; and it has been just heart-breaker. Reading those long lists describing behaviors of ADHD kids, answering quizzes where my kid has 8 out of 10 ADD symptoms.
by now I just feel like the a really bad mom.
reading a website Ive found about ADD, I find how things I thought were helping him, were actually causing more problems, it has been a really painful experience to realize how bad Ive been making my lil kid feel all this time, asking him... not, let me rephrase that... DEMANDING him to behave and remember and do things that his brain was just not allowing him to do,, listening his conversations with my mom where he says " I know I dont have to do that, I just dont know how to stop it"
It is one of the biggest pains Ive gone through, knowing my kid has this problem and I havent been there to help him, that he was sending signals that something was wrong and I was not able to see them.
we should be starting treatment pretty soon, so far we are still testing and confirming the diagnostic, Im worry as so many people talk so many bad things about the use of meds on kids, Im scared Im gonna do something that in the long run its gonna fire back.
in the meantime I just keep reading, trying to educate myself more and more about it, so now I will be there for him and I will be able to know how to help him.
it is really hard, as not everybody understands what Im going through, everybody has an opinion and everybody seems to think they are right, its been refreshing to find something structure to rely on to, this appointment my mom made to the neurologist has been by far the best decision we have made in a long time.
since last year, my kid and I, have been getting constant feedback, (bad feedback) from his teachers at school. to the point that I would just avoid talking to his teacher at the previous school, for me that was just the worst bitch-on-earth; now in the new school, having basically the same problems, it was a hard punch to my pride having to accept the fact, it was not that bitch´s problem, but my kid was actually having problems.
then I went through the denial period again, now this time was not the teacher´s fault but my kid just not accepting life as it is. I tried, I punished, I yelled, I cried, I broke... I did every thing I can imagine ( and some I hope nobody would ever go through) to get the kid behave.. but the problem just got worst and worst.
now, the kid has been diagnose with ADHD, been trying to do as much reading as I can; and it has been just heart-breaker. Reading those long lists describing behaviors of ADHD kids, answering quizzes where my kid has 8 out of 10 ADD symptoms.
by now I just feel like the a really bad mom.
reading a website Ive found about ADD, I find how things I thought were helping him, were actually causing more problems, it has been a really painful experience to realize how bad Ive been making my lil kid feel all this time, asking him... not, let me rephrase that... DEMANDING him to behave and remember and do things that his brain was just not allowing him to do,, listening his conversations with my mom where he says " I know I dont have to do that, I just dont know how to stop it"
It is one of the biggest pains Ive gone through, knowing my kid has this problem and I havent been there to help him, that he was sending signals that something was wrong and I was not able to see them.
we should be starting treatment pretty soon, so far we are still testing and confirming the diagnostic, Im worry as so many people talk so many bad things about the use of meds on kids, Im scared Im gonna do something that in the long run its gonna fire back.
in the meantime I just keep reading, trying to educate myself more and more about it, so now I will be there for him and I will be able to know how to help him.
it is really hard, as not everybody understands what Im going through, everybody has an opinion and everybody seems to think they are right, its been refreshing to find something structure to rely on to, this appointment my mom made to the neurologist has been by far the best decision we have made in a long time.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
fuck it....
there´s something that is not ok, either its the timing, me or just my bad luck.
Its not the first time I have in mind spending such a rocking weekend and for some x reason it gets screw.
but I think, that above all the circumstances that fucked up my weekend Im the worst of all. My kid has been waiting for sunday so anxiously to go play with her cousin and his grandparent. Cause of the storm they didnt come, which I understand and I actually apreciate, I was not happy thinkin my kid was gonna be outside with so much rain. but, he is so cool, guess he doesnt give a fuck, who knows.
but Im not cool, Im upset, Im depress, Im angry cause things are not the way I wanted them to go. again, I was thinking having such a great 4 rocking-days weekend and since friday its been just a pile of bad things after the other.
it is obvious I still have a lot of growing up to do....
Its not the first time I have in mind spending such a rocking weekend and for some x reason it gets screw.
but I think, that above all the circumstances that fucked up my weekend Im the worst of all. My kid has been waiting for sunday so anxiously to go play with her cousin and his grandparent. Cause of the storm they didnt come, which I understand and I actually apreciate, I was not happy thinkin my kid was gonna be outside with so much rain. but, he is so cool, guess he doesnt give a fuck, who knows.
but Im not cool, Im upset, Im depress, Im angry cause things are not the way I wanted them to go. again, I was thinking having such a great 4 rocking-days weekend and since friday its been just a pile of bad things after the other.
it is obvious I still have a lot of growing up to do....
Monday, April 26, 2010
cause when he hit the bottom there's no other way but to go up again
havent been able to write for a while, dont feeling like writing when Im at work, not as before. but right now.. right now it feels just like too much.
I picture me in my life like this clown, keeping all the balls in the air without dropping any of them, not doing it in the best way, maybe not even the right one, but.. they are there..none of them touching the ground, not even once,., but then something happens somebody moves something, a lil bit of air blows and BAM! everything is fucked up.,.,
Ive always consider myself to be able to work under pressure, I might get cara de parto, but I perform as Im supposed to, things right now, have gone so weird, and getting worst and worst everyday.
my parents decided to move together again, and for some reason I still dont understand, the only option was for all of us (5) move to my mom's house, instead of her (1) moving to our. so all that moving has been a huge issue, I have to wake up earlier than before (4:00 am), and I have to get used to do a lot of things that before where done by someone else, place its dangerous so Im always scared of being there alone or when my handsome leaves too late, which leaves me sad cause I dont get to spend more time with him as we used to do before.
I was moved to a different account, which even though at the beginning I was so excited about, after a month I just realize its exactly the same shit as before, no no wait, not the same thing cause at least before I used to have fix schedule, which now is turning to be a huge fight; what takes me to the next problem which is as aparently I wont be able to keep my schedule I wont be able to keep on studying as Im doing right now, Ill have to take less classes which will extend my time at school which means more money.
all that besides the kid doing so bad at school, I was told this saturday he needs a personal teacher and also a spicologist cause of some emotional mess he has, and as Im so unable to help him , I cant even try studying with him and I just need to focus on show him love which it shouldnt be an issue, but ehm well, it is what it is.
my baby is sick, and I feel bad I cant be there with him to take care of him, it worries me he is doing so bad, and makes me feel even worst not knowing how to help him. feel like Im just adding burden to what he already has, stress its a BIACH!
but,., there's gotta be a bright side, huh?
the only thing I can think of is, that Ive felt like this before, feeling like everything is just colapsing, but, somehow, in some misterious way, everything gets into place again, so Im just looking forward those bright days we will have, kid will be feeling better, my handsome will be better and all the other things will be working as they are supposed to again..,.,
[ and then,., handsome we will head off to the beach or "somewhere" and return with the biggest smile ever,., :D (K) ]
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Saturday, April 3, 2010
happy easter
the only thing I can do right now is cry..
present configuration...
fucking hungry...
pendejamente drunk
frustrated...
words are just stuck in my throat, they would just refuse to come out, and some firewall would just block them to come out here as I hit the poor keys...
and as many times I delete what Ive been writing here, nothing that can be said is gonna fix it. cause things like this would not get fix EVER by anything that could be said, things like this just get fix by showing something.,.,
present configuration...
fucking hungry...
pendejamente drunk
frustrated...
words are just stuck in my throat, they would just refuse to come out, and some firewall would just block them to come out here as I hit the poor keys...
and as many times I delete what Ive been writing here, nothing that can be said is gonna fix it. cause things like this would not get fix EVER by anything that could be said, things like this just get fix by showing something.,.,
Thursday, April 1, 2010
I need music!
Thursday... and I should be at my house, either bedding or playing social city with the kid. actually I should be doing anything but being here working. this sacrifice of leaving my kid must pay off,.,
second week at the new account its almost over, and there has been a few surprises, just gonna say I fade out at the moment half of the team went NOOOO! when someone (not me) suggested to go out drinking as an off-site [blushing *.*sight!]
my handsome described it as a "parallel universe" so different of what Ive been used to all this years.
funny thing was yesterday, we were joking with the new team and my boss comes and says, "girl I need to move u away from these boys, they are no good company" I just laughed; on my way home I told the boyfriend about that and he comes and say "ouh they have no idea who you are" [thanks baby for loving me despite my amazing skills on corrupting innocent naive minds, but lets just not tell anyone :D (K)!]
looking forward the weekend, the sis wants to go to Miramundo, by now that has become the mandatory place ot go on vacations, so we'll see; Im just looking forward to rest, I dont get it why but this year Ive been tired 90% of the time, something is not right, or something is missing (sleeping hours maybe), in the meantime Ill stay here, listening to my rocking callers and missing my old times with music in my ears :'(
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