...but I get scared that my love will not do

So baby, baby would you read a poem I picked for you?
Would you think of me and not some other girls boobs?
Now what am I to do, when I feel so much love for you?
I wish that I could be stronger but I get scared that my love will not do.
Yeah, I get scared that my love will not do.

I like her songs, and she posted this one recently on facebook, funny lyrics and I love the music, usually the lyrics on songs are mostly like...telling some kinda story or something, but hers, mainly are just like...cant explain, its not senseless but its just like she´s sitting there at her living room and she starts writing what´s happening around her, she adds some music and BAM! there goes the song, very simple lyrics, very real things, and some message undercover, I definitely like her songs.

Canada...phase I

and my cousin and her girls are on their way to Canada...like...right now...wish them a nice flight and I hope everything goes up there as we all expect...really good. we are gonna miss you all, I've watched those girls grow up, so beautiful and funny, Caro, Ill miss you so much, you were one of the ones who always made my visits to my aunt´s house so fun and entertained, thanks for all the advises and for always made me feel comfortable, you always treated me as what I am, I´ll miss our talks and now I don't have no body who will support me drinking and smoking there jajajajaj, damn Ill miss you but I know, everything you are doing, you are doing it cause you want the best for your girls, and I'm proud of you cause of that, you have taught me so much, and I know you will do just great there, you know you always count on me, don't forget the plan ;D, hope Ill see you soon...

the perfect day

and I had the perfect friday....chocolate-mint gum, frap cappuccino with cocoa :P (cause cinnamon eeewww jaajajaja) , couple of beers...movies...food....good companie...definitely, even if I had planned it couldn´t have end up better than that...nothing could do it better...well, yeah maybe there´s something...an endless friday jajajjaja

anyway, had some souveniers to remember the day, (thanks! jajajaja) well I like them, makes the day more... real +.+

the kid is at his grandma´s house, he´ll be back till the afternoon I guess, so Ill try to do some productive stuff like watching movies and to watch the 4 seasons I have of weeds, getting ready for season 5, and also I´ll try to do some TIC and sociedad hw I have pending :P

but looks like I actually did...[part II]

and waiting for a call end up being more boring than finishing the post so here it is....my second part of my novela archive.....

Sentimientos Ajenos (1996).,.,.nice story, I just remember this one cause of Carlos Ponce ;D

La Usurpadora (1998)...that was a good one, I liked the bad sister better jajajaj

Cafe con aroma de mujer (1998 ?), I loved this one, Ive been looking to download it, the story got so long I got bored, they played it in tv like 3 times and the 3 times I missed the same episodes, it got a point the story got to mess up I got bored, but in general was really really good, I like twe soundtrack, I memorized them...all of them....I still have it :P

yo soy, Betty la fea (1998 ?), that was a good one two...but the original one, the colombian version, all the other ones suck

La Mentira (1998), I guess this was the only one I saw from start to finish and didnt miss any episode, tequila and Guy Ecker....couldnt miss that :D jajajaja

perla (1998) this one I liked it, guess was the first tv azteca novela I saw, it was good.

Verano del 98 (1998) this was I guess the first novela I saw from Telefe, but I saw just saw like 2 seasons but it was really good, the soundtrack was a big thing too :D

Muneca Brava (1998) this was a really, really good one, Natalia Oreiro was hilarious in this character, really good one.

Catalina y Sebastina (1999) the second tv azteca novela I saw, I love how this two dudes work together (Silvia Navarro and Sergio Basañez)

Cabezita (1999) I liked this one, but didnt actually watch it all.

Como en el cine (2001) I liked this one cause pretty much was the tv version of a movie I love (coyote ugly)

and the last one I remember watching is La lola (2008) ..that was really funny, I wanna watch that one again.....

and aparently I had a lot of iddle time during 1998....been thinking what was going on at that time...getting out of school and starting to work and getting ready for university, last year at school I decided to give myself a break so I pretty much didnt care about classes, and I spent a lot of time with my friends, so pretty much I needed to be updated on the main topics of the regular conversations we had....novelas and boys and some other crazy stuff we did but that will be for some other post...

and I thought I didnt watch novelas ......[part I]

and I had a sudden flashback to all the "novelas" Ive seen....

carrusel ( 1989) ...that was a sweet story, I hated the remake "carrusel de las americas" with the chinnesse kid :P ajajjaja (actually i just found out there was a chinnesse kid in the first one too :S)





amor en silencio (1987), I dont remember that much about this one, I do remember the story was sweet, the girl I guess couldn't speak but was in love with the other dude, who was in love with her too but as she couldnt say shit, the love story was kinda complicated...this is the older one I remember watching....






alcanzar una estrella (1990) ,.,that was a good one, I didnt like the second part though












la picara sonadora (1991) , that was a funny one








Baila conmigo (1992)...I dont remember exactly what the story was about, but I liked it cause it was timed in like the 60's,.,nice clothes and music :D












Maria Mercedes (1992) , the only one from the Thalia's series I liked, all the other one sucked









and Im bored now and Im still missing a lot...Ill continue later

last night'z earthquake

and there was an earthquake last night...or early today...2:20 am....

Fecha: 28 de Mayo de 2009
Hora Local: 02:24
Latitud (N): 17.011
Longitud (O): -86.237
Localizacion: Mar Caribe, Norte de Isla Roatan Honduras
Profundidad (km): 15.1
Magnitud: 7.2
Intensidad: IV en San Salvador


I usually get really freaked out with this type of things, guess its consequence of the 86' earthquake...anyway, last night I was so dope in sleeping pills I didnt care about the earth moving, my kid woke up but pretty much he just sit and fell asleep again.

(note: was a nice thing from your mom calling me to check up on me, sometimes makes me feel weird having them caring about me so much after all this time, its highly apreciated though)

so, training is over and Im back on the phone, had some news yesterday, aparently they are taking me back to LVR "temporarily" sou, at least that will give me 2 extra weeks on this email thing, I feel Im scratching my staying here :s

good thing I guess, Ill get to breath a lil from all this, wont have brake from the bustomers but, anyway, at least Ill get something, to bad my friend Xayomi is not downstaris anymore but Ill manage, guess this is the change Ive been looking forward to have, fate, once again, comes and save me, will see if what I had in mind it actually works, one way or another.....something's gotta happen that's for sure

in pain :(...[looking for my xps colchita]

MENINGOCELE (noun)
The noun MENINGOCELE has 1 sense:

1. a congenital anomaly of the central nervous system in which a sac protruding from the brain or the spinal meninges contains cerebrospinal fluid (but no nerve tissue)

2.A defect which also includes a small, moist sac (cyst) protruding through the spinal defect, containing a portion of the spinal cord membrane (meninges), spinal fluid, and a portion of spinal cord and nerves is called a meningocele, myelomeningocele, or meningomyelocele.


souh...I was born with that type of damage in my back, besides the physical damage that was left, specially in the right leg, one of the leftovers of that is a horrible pain that goes from my right foot all the way up through my leg, sometimes the pain can go to such high levels of pain...that my whole leg shakes, I'm tense, cant be sitting down, cant be standing up, and I cant stand people around (there are a few people I can stand around, specially the ones that are knowledgeable of my pain), cant talk, cant hear....just want to disappear...being here at the house gets me even worst, I've been with this pain since I can remember, so pretty much at this point as basically there´s nothing no one can do to help me, they just don't give a fuck, and seem to have forgotten how much painful this is for me....feel bad with my kid cause he wants me to play with him but I cant, I just cant have him around asking the same questions 10 times each, I'm sorry gordito, times like this, I really suck as a mom :(,.,.,

I'm planning on going to the doctor next week, lately the pain has been showing up more and more often and worst than before, sometimes I´ve related the pain with my stress level, and these past few days have been pretty much stressful but, it will be over soon so..:) I just hope I can make it with the pain I'm really tired, and today...specially today...cant stand it...not today...:(