day is cold...it´s been cold all day long...had the feeling something was not ok, hate when Im not wrong, received one of the worst news someone could ever have.
no words can describe the feeling, nothing that can be say or done
my birthday is always a sad memory of things that happened, half were the best gift that could have been given to me, half was the worst time in my life. somehow since 3 years ago my birthdate its not my birthdate anymore, its the anniversary of my new life starting, now being marked for new events, I wonder where its all leading to..
as heard in a movie...you never know what´s comin´to ya...
even more sad its the fact that days like today, make me miss what I had, the feeling of coming home, your home, not someone else´s home as now, and having someone waiting there for you, someone that would just hug you, nothing said, just to hold you, as long as needed...
ironically...not even back then I had that...
letting the cold wind to hold me tonight, letting its cold hands to touch my hair and take my tears away...
lonelyness becomes heavier sometimes...
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