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sorry to fucked up such a date in such a dumbass and asshole way...mmm...definitely have no words...just wanna say...that ehhm..that so convenient reference to phone calls pretending be something ,.,Ill take it was totally not related to mines...anyway...ehmm...thanks for answering though...and...hope, I hope you still consider Im someone you count on ..cause Im totally not pretending...and...sorry for being such a pain in the ass and...ehmmm....just want you to know you are the most meanigfull and important person in my life [after the kid] and I really wished I would have done that phone call earlier asking you to come and gave you that hug Ive been planning for days now and...well...I hope you keep in mind all what I feel for you...I really hope you know that by now...